3 days 2 nights

alhamdulillah...i've discharge and safely reached my mother's home...terpaksa la stay kat kampung...nk duduk umah aku tu tak larat nk naik tangga...tinggi bebeno...kang tak pasal2 bentan plak...aish...mesti korg pelik, xde ribut xde angin apa hal plak tetiba dh slmt discharge ni...well...here's the story...

back in may, i discovered that i have Inguinal Hernia and breast lump...for those who didn't know what is hernia, here is some info about hernia...

An inguinal hernia is a protrusion of abdominal cavity contents through the inguinal canal. They are very common (lifetime risk 27% for men, 3% for women), and their repair is one of the most frequently performed surgical operations. Hernias present as bulges in the groin area that can become more prominent when coughing, straining, or standing up. They are rarely painful, and the bulge commonly disappears on lying down. The inability to "reduce", or place the bulge back into the abdomen usually means the hernia is 'incarcerated' which is a surgical emergency. Significant pain is suggestive of strangulated bowel (an incarcerated indirect inguinal hernia).

(sources from wikipedia)

at first, doc pun cam pelik camne la aku boleh ada hernia ni...coz most likely it is more common in man, sports person or people who oftenly carry heavy things...and knowing me, aku mmg seorg budak yg lasak and aktif (so mcm xheran la kan)...doc suggested i need to undergo a surgery as she afraid the intestines can descend into the hernia and strangulated...if that happen, aku kena masuk emergency and chances intestines "mati" sgt tinggi...so i've decided i'll undergo the surgery right after i send my sister to kuching...ye la...tiket flight sume dh beli...xkn aku xnk g plak kan...as for my breast lump, doc said it was not an urgent case...the lump was not 2cm yet thus she will monitor it closely...for the time being, i need to be extra careful...no more lifting heavy things, no more exercising and even half of the home works cinta dh xbagi aku buat...the hernia comes and go but no pain involve...and alhamdulillah aku dapat hantar nina off to sarawak...balik dr sarawak, aku terdetik hati nk g wat check up...so on wednesday, i went to see a doc...she said my hernia is fine (she meant not in serious condition) so aku cam lega la kan...mlm tu aku siap singgah umah mak mertua aku...sembang2...gelak2...mmg sihat walafiat la...the next morning bgn tido nak g keje aku rs perut aku (kat bhgn ari2) kemain sakit...memula igt nk period ke ape kan tapi cam lain macam jer sakitnya...mmg unbearable...aku dh menangis2 dh tahan sakit...nasib baik cinta tak panic...ktorg terus bersiap and straight refer to KPJ Damansara...after seeing doc naqi, she advised that i need an immediate surgery as my hernia was a bit tender...around 1pm aku admitted and my surgery was scheduled at 4pm...

being a first timer msk hospital (siap kena operate plak tu) i think i am quite good...nk kata nervous sgt tu xde la...just bila aku msk OT and looked at all the equipment baru rasa mak aii (menggigil lutut den)...betul ke ni...dah mcm kat Grey's Anatomy dh ni...hehehe...dh la OT tu sejuk giler...nsb baik nurse bagi warmer...after doc mskkn air and ubat bius aku terus lena diulit mimpi...sedar2 dh kul 6pm and perut aku dh bertampal...

in the ward room 213

cinta always there besides me

Around 9pm, cinta's family came to visit me...sume cam terkejut jer tetiba aku kena operate...sbb semlm baru jumpa, gelak2 sume...hehehe...tak lama lepas tu both of my parents and my sisters came...kecoh sekejap my room...hehehe...

Mula2 nak bangun after operation was the hardest part...right after operation aku xmakan pape...all night long aku juz minum air jer...itu pun sikit coz takut nak g toilet...the next morning, bangun2 tu rasa nk pitam pun ada...dh la perut senak...ishk...tuhan jer la yang tahu...luckily i have cinta besides me...he's being my guardian angel...we spent 2 nights here...luckily dh ada channel espn kat sini...xde la cinta missed his world cup games...

thanks kak rab, nahar, jenny & kim

....to all my friends, thanks for all the wishes...emm...looks like i missed the luncheon party with the ahli2 emergency room tingkat 27...hukhukhuk...oh ya...i'll be on mc for the next 3 weeks...hehehe...for my parent and sisters, thanks for taking care of me during my recovery...and not to forget to my cinta, thanks for all your attention and care...you're really my guardian angel....